Things that I thought about...

So, I started thinking about my ex.. I just realized I'm the oldest girl he has ever dated and I think will date.. this makes me feel creepy and ugly for some reason. It also made me realize I will not take a guy who is under the age of 25 serious.. boys are lame and never have their shit together.. not that I do. I'm just tired of getting hit on by guys who are wasting their time. I just need one half way decent guy to come along... I don't think I'll be alone or anything but I'm being reminded all of the time.. friends are getting married, having babies.. not much older than me and where am I? At home with two dogs. I didn't ever think it was that hard to meet people of a certian standard but I guess it is. Oh well life goes on.