mmmmmmm time, spyware, life...

I've ran ad-aware 17 times since I got my computer chugging along. It has quarantined 2459 evil fuckers.. and has removed 1955 evil fuckers. My point is every day I run this fucking and I get at least 100 more added to my total. HELP!!!! Sometimes I can't even open comomusic dude this sucks ass so fucking bad.

I'm sitting enjoying a nice vodka lemonade drink, waiting for time to pass until I go to work. I think I might make a new rule tonight.. no more burning CD's for others until I get some in return!

I'm kind of sad Jason didn't e-mail me at all yesterday. I was even bored and ready to tell good stories... ABOUT FOOD!

my new haircut

I cut my hair again. My dog is driving me crazy. I really have nothing good to say. I'm tired, hungry, and having nothing worth saying. I'm annoyed way to often, that is the only thing that I know. Maybe it's some sort of with draw from sleep... I don't really know. I hate the way I am more and more. I just want to be happy but feel like I let everyone down.

Jerks..

Well I worked hard this weekend and hardly have any money to show for it. Friday I got way drunk and had a really good time. Saturday not so drunk still a good time. Today sucks ass. It's fathers day and I'm not even aloud at my dad's house. I hate men in general. I know I work in a bar so I'll see some jerks but fuck.. if I find one men worth a shit that isn't a jerk and grabby or hits on me the minute his wife leaves.. I will clone him.. and then all the women in the world will be safe and happy...

I'm just amazed at how sheltered I've been as to not get treated like some of those and not to have seen it..

Around March I was so happy I loved my job and my life.. now I struggle to find any joy.. it's funny how things flip flop..I feel like someone took my happy life away...

FRIDAY DOUBLE WORK

So I'm working at my office job today and at the bar tonight. We are having a bikini contest... I think we should have a male no shirt contest at some point... mmmmm seems fair plus then maybe it will be easier for me to get tips.

In other news I'm yet to be un packed. I have a new picture phone. Okay my life is dull but that is all I got..

OH WAIT.. Jason is back and he was bugging me to post so here it is...

Take the What High School
Stereotype Are You? quiz.

blah blah blah

It's odd when things change. It's odd that I write this and only two people will read it.

My weekend was pretty much drama filled which means it pretty much sucked. I had some people who where shining spots in the weekend though. They would know who they are but I have a feeling they will never read this. I just wanted to say Thank you for making all the drama seem not so bad.

Those drama causers.. um don't be dirty dogs.. hahaha...You know who you are you dirty dog you..

I saw a move today. The stepford wifes. It wasn't to bad but it's the first time I laughed out loud in over a week so that was good. I had the olive garden which was fucking awesome. I have now revised my who I will marry of famous men to add Rocco to the list. Things I like in a man...

1. No lies
2. Thoughtfulness
3. Sense of Humor
4. Intelligence
5. Being Laid Back
6. Admitting when you are wrong/Humility
7. Manners
8. Nice Smile
9. Cooking is so sexy or being passionate about something
10. Smells good

I find that Rocco fits all of my requirements.. He is a bit older but damn for the cooking I can over look that.

Well I'm off to dream and search for other men to add to my list. So far I only have Rocco and Rick Ankiel. If you know of any others I may add please feel free to send them my way.

blah blah blah

It's odd when things change. It's odd that I write this and only two people will read it.

My weekend was pretty much drama filled which means it pretty much sucked. I had some people who where shining spots in the weekend though. They would know who they are but I have a feeling they will never read this. I just wanted to say Thank you for making all the drama seem not so bad.

Those drama causers.. um don't be dirty dogs.. hahaha...You know who you are you dirty dog you..

I saw a move today. The stepford wifes. It wasn't to bad but it's the first time I laughed out loud in over a week so that was good. I had the olive garden which was fucking awesome. I have now revised my who I will marry of famous men to add Rocco to the list. Things I like in a man...

1. No lies
2. Thoughtfulness
3. Sense of Humor
4. Intelligence
5. Being Laid Back
6. Admitting when you are wrong/Humility
7. Manners
8. Nice Smile
9. Cooking is so sexy or being passionate about something
10. Smells good

I find that Rocco fits all of my requirements.. He is a bit older but damn for the cooking I can over look that.

Well I'm off to dream and search for other men to add to my list. So far I only have Rocco and Rick Ankiel. If you know of any others I may add please feel free to send them my way.

Drunks, Jerks and Sluts...

This will be my night tomorrow night. I will be working my first night at Shattered on a Friday. I am excited.. to make money. I don't think it will be as bad as everyone says... maybe I'm overly optimistic. The Jagger girls will be their so I get to hang out with them.. I don't know.. I imagine they are going to be way hotter than I.. and I won't get any tips..

Please wish me well I am in despreite need of the cash. My life has been a big long weird dream latley. It's just spinning by so fast and I feel that I don't have time for myself.. but where is my time going.. that is a good question.

FLAT TUMMY MEANS...

I need to bring back the food blog... That is right I brought it back.. But with out links.. I'm not that talented.

Va Va Va Voom... and all that jazz

So I'm sitting in my lovely new home with my lovely new computer with my lovely new internet. I feel good. I feel like for once shit is going to go right, if it doesn't.. I'll fuck anyone up who gets in my way. I'm tired of taking peoples shit. I am no longer a dormat. So hey you if you have ever walked all over me or hurt me for no reason (parents) It STOPS NOW!

Okay I saying this but I know it won't happen but it feels good to be this set in my way at least at this moment.

Well anyone talk to you later loser... I gotta shower.

My Head it is crazy...

Okay really I have a big fattie headache!

Well I'm moved... kind of. I still need to clean and un pack, buy dog food, buy Heather food, sleep, work and have fun.
This update is lame so why don't you sue me.