Well lets see.. My week is busy. I'm always busy. I'm starting to get told Im to busy for friends...

I need more time.. and less to do.. So I'm headed out to DC.. yeah.. I hope everyone misses me so much while I'm away that I'm treated like a Rick Ankiel if he ever wins the Cy Young award.. grrrr...

serouisly all I want when I get back is a kiss from my little baby boy.. oh you are such a tease.. he's only kissed me in three times in three years.. but I can't bring myself to leave him..

So what else is new.. my dogs are driving me crazy. I opted for a night in instead of a night of fun..

Tomorrow I'm going to trops. downtown at 6... something about popcorn does it for me...

Time, time, time, and more time...

If time was for sale I would be the first in line to buy more. Lets see what has happened that I will talk about since my last blog updated....

Lets start with Bad..

1. Legal trouble
2. Over worked at work
3. I hate the people I live by
4. Being broke sucks
5. New Hot Rod Circuit out on the 24th that I can't buy
6. I hate demands and presuare from people

Now on to the good...

1. Students are back (hopeful more tips)
2. One of my Favorite bouncers now works every Saturday
3. Jason is coming for a visit
4. Shattered Birthday WEEK starts FRIDAY!!!
5. Being talking to old friends
6. Making new friends too
7. New Haircut that rocks
8. My dogs = love
9. My friends have all found love and it is way cool...

So the good out ways the bad! ROCK ON! I think I like lists.. No, I know I like them.. I am now a list girl...

So the boys still amaze me.. I love the NICE TITS comments I got this weekend.. that really makes me want to go home with them.

I want to take some self defense classes... anyone teach them.. please aim me or e-mail me..

my blog is boring.. Okay really I am lazy at typing..

If any hot ladies want to meet a cool guy please go to Mike Watt.. you can meet Jason.. ewwwww.. sexy romance...

I have a feeling jason will hate that comment but fuck it.. he's to lazy to type back to me... hehe..

I need a shower... food... and a new pair of shoes...

So lets see.. some fucked up shit has happened. Some bad but some good. I refuse to dwell on the bad so lets just say it's crappy bad stuff. However bad the bad is I'm still happy. I feel giddy even. I feel excitement in the air.. okay maybe it's just the Pastel Derrty Ent. Flyers talking... What you haven't seen the flyers.. well head downtown.. check it out. Come to the events. Tip the people well and please don't break the bathroom stall door. It's my favorite toilet at shattered and I would prefer to pee in private.

JASON is coming!!!

This girl that I kind of know came to shattered Saturday and it was so cool to see her. Her hair was amazing!

I am loving being outdoors and don't want the sun to go down. I want to wake up and just be outside. OFFICE JOBS = EVIL

I've been on a prank phone calling stint lately. It's uber fun.

It's funny how things change.. Things you thought would stay forever just slip away. Sometimes only to find more happiness with what has changed.

David over at http://www.mblog.com/nowiwannabeyourblog/ has been around at the same places I've been going but I've yet to see him.. I think he's spilt personality that I have. Wouldn't that be funny.

Well I'm am to make calls and plans... make sure to feed me so I can feed my food blog.. it's getting thin.. I heard that authorities where being called to make sure there isn't any abuse going on.

So I sit at the edge of my bed...

Well my sisters are gone, I miss them. Jenny left her shoes and I have to ship them to her. I hate shipping stuff. I am going to do it tomorrow.

I am so tired today. My dogs are so hyper... awww much better. Whoever invited Kongs is a GOD! Seriously when they are full of goodness it keeps my dogs from eating my shoes. Three yes three pairs of chucks gone...

I'm feeling very fat today. I swear I've gained 10 lbs.. That's it no more pokey sticks! This always happens I go on a pokey stick craze and then what do you know things are tighter and tighter. I say a big fuck you to pokey sticks right now.

This week has been busy. Last night was fun at parts, I missed a show I was suppose to see but, I had a good time at Bouches then I was off to Shattered. I cleaned up quick and at some yummy Eggs.

This weekend will be busy, I like it that way. Lately if I don't have things to do I've been thinking about my family and that is just depressing.

Fuck Fuck Fuck...

Tomorrow begins my fun...

hahaha...

In ten years...


Here are the things that I won't be in ten years...

1. Over weight
2. Wearing sweatpants or stirrup pants on a daily bases.. fuck if ever
3. Dating/Married to a Republican
4. Dog-less
5. Living in Maine or some place with really cold weather

Here are things I will be in ten years...

Happy. Whatever that entails.

Mark this day on the calendar my work e-mail is down to one page. FUCK YEAH. If I have it cleaned out by the end of the week I deserve a night o' fun!

This month is filled with nothing but good. Good shows on the rise. Things are moving, changing, growing.. into this little happy pie. It's time to let go.. let go of the past.. and all the bad things.. time to be happy.. really happy. I feel good things coming.. maybe it's in the form of a new President?? Wouldn't that be the cherry on my sundae.. I'm just so happy this morning. Maybe it's the fact I'm going to go to La Tolteca. Then update my food blog!

Well they say bad things have to happen for good to happen. With the bad things that have happened lately, I'm in need of good. Last Wednesday at Midnight while I was having drinking and having fun, my Granddaddy passed away. I feel so guilty. Guilty that I was having fun while he was dying. I didn't say good bye. I didn't call. I was to busy... I feel like an asshole. I'm worried about my mom. I've never had someone die like this. I mean earlier my Great Grandpa died but, I wasn't as close to my Dad (his Grandson) or my Great Grandpa. Every time I smell maple donuts I think of my Granddaddy. Death is a hard thing to deal with. I wish not to dwell on the death or potential death.. I stress myself out enough and so do most. We should celebrate life and the ones that we love.

Well August is here and I'm left thinking...

I get to go to a Cardinals game in Oct. YEAH ME! No really where has the summer gone. Summer starts with hope.. hope of good shows, good times and good friends.. well I got 2 out of 3 that isn't to bad. My life has changed so much this summer. This that seemed so certain aren't... things I did seem so fucking dumb...

Well August is here and the time to buckle down and focus on my job is near.. this month is going to be full of stress.